My name is Julie. I am 46 years old. I have CPTSD, depression, anxiety, and other medical health issues. My abuse started when I was 4 years old and continued until I was 16 years old by the woman who raised me. I say the woman who raised not because I refuse to call her my mother, but because I recently did a DNA thing through heritage.com and learned that I do not have any heritage linking me to her. Though my dad insists that she is my biological mom the DNA does not lie. So, after so many years asking myself why my own mom would have strangers come into my room at night to SA me so, she could get paid now I am asking WHO AM I REALLY.